Nightmare by Floowood published on 2017-11-16T09:13:30Z Fuck, I’m stuck here in a dream… Little voice / In your head Can’t ignore / What it said Make a choice / Conflicted Give me more—Addicted And I’m hungry… Feed the wolf / Need a fix From my ex / Late night text Can’t resist / Pick her up She’s the only bitch I can’t give up— I’m so hungry… Suck the sick / From her lips Sparks ignite / Fire’s kiss One more hit / Lost in bliss, Got a light? / I’m hopeless But I’m hungry… Fuck, I’m stuck here… Fuck, I’m stuck here… Fuck, I’m stuck here in a dream. Wake up / Feel the craving Empty cup / No despairing Optimist / Quickly dismissed Drowned in dark tar pits— Like a junky… Suffer withdrawal / Fuck it all Double-edge sword / Catch my fall So life spirals / Out of control Watch me blossom / In a fireball Like a junky… Step behind me / Satan You can’t find me / Safe in Father’s arms / Breaking Vows to God / Forsaken Like a junky… I’m enslaved / No deceiving Reaching out/ Make-believing I’ll be saved / In your meaning Depression’s real / The high is fleeting Like a junky… Fuck, I’m stuck here… Fuck, I’m stuck here… Fuck, I’m stuck here in a dream. The unbearable lightness of being without you, Your highness, I worship you, It’s fucking sad but it’s true. Where do I begin and end without you? You’re the only girl who got me through, And yet I always knew you’d be the death of me too. Watch me write a ledger for my sins in my own blood. And burn the book in the end because it’s not good enough. I fixate until I asphyxiate. I use you, abuse you. Lost track how many times a day I hit you. Yet you stay. Why won’t you just go away? I wish I could go back in time and never stray. Then I wouldn’t feel this lump in my esophagus. There’s no defense for relentless dependence. A life sentence. Say “good riddance” under pretence I can resist, but cravings persists, and I fall remiss at my own expense. Left to reminisce on lost innocence. Jane, the main girl on my brain. Made me a mundane prisoner on her chain. Genre Hip-hop & Rap